Tuesday May 14th I will be one month clean. I feel so anxious since it’s getting closer to Tuesday. I feel like a horrible person for getting hooked on drugs I feel like a horrible person for what I’ve done and said to people I feel like a horrible person for so many reasons. I can’t stand myself even more now I hate myself more now. I want to go back to using so bad again it’s literally taking everything in me not to go out and use again. I keep telling myself I came this far I can keep going I got this!
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Please don’t beat yourself up. Trust me we all have felt the same way. Unfortunately, that’s what addiction does to us. You should be feeling proud that you did stop and that you are coming up on your 30 days. That’s a huge accomplishment! You got this 🩵
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