Two months sober and its my 12 year "anniversary" with my recently separated fiance. After " almost" 12 years, and clearly addictions on both ends it was a messy separation and we've had no contact with each other for the past 2 months. This has only helped my sobriety and mental wellness greatly. But today being a day that holds so much meaning to me, I'm really feeling down and wished more than ever I was numb like him so I didn't have all these stupid feelings. There's something in me hoping he'll reach out just to acknowledge me.. But I know no good can even come from that by any means. I just need some support I guess, I'm usually not good at reaching out when I feel like this. Any kind words or positive vibes are greatly appreciated!! Thank you. 
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Hooray on two months Jamie! It must be tough processing all these feelings right now. Sending you some love and peace. Just focus on getting to the pillow sober, sit with the emotions but don’t let them consume you, and reach out for support (like you’re doing now).
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Give yourself a pat on the back for two months. That is awesome. It sounds like your ex was not good for your sobriety. You don't need any attention from them. Just keep focusing on yourself. 
This is an awesome achievement
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