What’s gonna happen to me now?
I can totally identify with missing an ex...I lost mine in sobriety. But...drinking got me in the mess and sobriety got me into new messes! Messes like, dancing in the rain, figure skating (I asked God for "justice" and he gave me "just-ice" instead, lol) and cracking myself up! I promise it will get better. We all believe in you. Stay strong 
