Update on my life: so I've done everything in my

Update on my life: so I've done everything in my power to save my marriage. Both of us have our faults to this down fall but the thing that kills me is that, there was so much we could have done and so many easy fixes and honestly she made it sound like we were going to work it out, then BOOM suddenly she wants a divorce.
Guys I am hurt, I am confused, I am broken, I am lost....