I’ve been writing and then deleting things over and over… I have a lot of recent trauma to talk about but I hate putting it out there and putting it on someone else. It’s really hard for me to talk to other people because I feel like this is all on me…. But really looking for a friend to hear me out.
Man, I am feeling this way also. I’m working the steps with my sponsor and I’m officially on step 4. Time to write and I don’t fucken want to. But like they say, the hard part already passed.
I spoke today in a meeting about how I’m rly working on reaching out for help when I need it when that’s always been really hard for me. If you need help ask for it. It’ll make you feel a lot better even just letting it out
Don’t give up trying. A sponsor or someone you feel in common with is best. You’d be surprised how indifferent you are from others. We as addicts have all experienced a lot of trauma in our lives. Keep looking. Or heck, just spill the beans and find out just how common with most in here you truly are. After all, this place has a bit of unreality to it and as long as you keep your personal info to yourself it can’t hurt. Go for it. Hope you find some peace.