Today I random opened my blue book as I do with the Bible and my eyes went straight to "You're not an alcoholic. You're just crazy!" What do I take from this. I self medicate for my pain and much spiritual affliction and I wouldn't if I didn't have these problems. Jesus agreed to use me as a guinea pig to pass Free Will on to everyone. It's working so far. I'm still drinking, but I'm not hurting anyone anymore. Free Will was a promise we hadn't receive yet and I have Him to say whatever is next:
You're not good for anyone if you don't know him. This one has me and he has me to speak. I don't know anyone of you at this being. We shall tread together.
