Full of fear and uncertainty of being insane. Ended a relationship Friday and moved out to focus of me and my daughter. It’s hard and challenging not knowing what will happen. What if I put the energy in leaving into the relationship with my daughters mom. She is not happy and I not happy together. With our friends and a part we find happiness. We rise our daughter differently. Lots of love and support from my family but feel horrible for leaving her alone. Yikes… best thing is I am walking through this sober while she is coping with alcohol. It’s impossible and we are on two different paths. I’m changing as we grow a part and the relationship began with drinking and using and love making. Now I give it to God and pray for her. Life is hard as a full time worker, student, parent. Pray for my perspective to change and live in faith. Let go and let God. Everything is unfolding exactly as it is supposed to be…. Breathe…
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Wow Jeff! I admire your strength and courage! Sobriety often opens our eyes to unacceptable circumstances in our lives that we must change. Choosing not to drink and numb all of these emotions is very challenging. You have obviously tapped into a power greater than yourself to help you thru this. Keep living in the solution ODAAT
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