I really want to stop. I keep giving into cravings and my body is starting to feel the toll of alcohol.
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I was like that. For years. I hop on the occasional website and try to do research. I attempted AA meetings on various occasions. It was actually at one of those meetings when they showed their book that led to my sobriety. When I got home I figured what the heck I'll hop on Amazon see if I can get it a little bit cheaper. I forget what I typed in but I think it was along the lines of quick alcohol. The AA book came up but there was another book with higher reviews and a lot more sold copies. It was called this naked mind control alcohol. I ordered it and a few days later it arrived. I think it was by the 3rd or 4th chapter I knew I was done drinking. It had a very unique perspective, one that I have not heard before.
Not saying that it would work for you, but the book is hella cheap and in my opinion totally worth a fair shot. I think I've been sober for over 3 years now? I don't even know cuz I really don't pay attention.
Hopefully this is helpful for you 
Thank you for sharing! I remember how horrible it was and I’m grateful to be sober🙏
I had to get real serious about my sobriety. I never want to feel hungover and powerless.
I’m here if you want to talk
it will never be easier than right now. it never gets better. if you're real alcoholic, it only gets worse.. Help is available