Wanting to feel numb
Samantha, I’m with you! Numb is good, but true inner peace is much greater and sustainable.
I drank & drugged to get numb and high. But it was short lived and became too hard to maintain. I got sober to get free for good!
Whats going on with you?, if you don’t mind me asking.
I lost a friend and just found out about it

This happened to me too. I know the feeling. Stunned and numb.
I am so sorry! Please reach out if you need to talk
How are you doing? DM here to listen
I honestly don’t know
I am so sorry to hear about your friend. Try to do something this evening to celebrate who they were and do something they would have loved. I know it’s hard but they wouldn’t want you feeling lost. Hugs
I hope you feel better soon Samantha. I'm sorry for your loss.