I used to think that my personality, sense of humor and social interaction was better fueled in my addiction. I had some really wonderful memorable times as an addict. Not all was bad, but when it was bad it was BAD! I'm a musician and most of my good times were had in a bar...I loved the atmosphere the alcohol and cigarette smell...the people and personalities I met were truly fun. I thought by being sober I would lose my social personality. I was wrong. I can think more quickly and clearer. I can be around people who are drinking with no problem at all. I even find drunk people funny most of the time. It's also fun to confuse them poke fun. I enjoy my new personality. I enjoy not feeling like trash.I enjoy having clear coherent thoughts. I'm grateful and fearful all at the same time. It wasn't all bad....but when it was it WAS. luv y'all!
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Well said & that is a fantastic photograph Sir!