32 days ago today I went delusional from staying up for days on end under the influence of crystal meth, alcohol and Xanax. I thought I heard my mom plotting to come tell me to go to rehab and how messed up I was, when in reality she was sleeping the whole time and her tv sounded like her voice, I then realized I had hit rock bottom. I cried to her pleading how I didn’t want to be like this anymore. I was 100 pounds and dead emotionally, spiritually and almost physically. I took a leap of faith on myself and uprooted my life, flew from Delaware to Florida to attend detox. I am currently a week into in a PHP program and I’ve never felt better! I picked up my 30 day chip last night and my loved ones couldn’t be more proud, most importantly I’m proud of who I am today. I’m 29 years old and the whole world is at my fingertips. WE DO RECOVER❤️
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