So in the small town i live in we recetly just got a new form of entertainment which is a casino. Im a night owl and things like this are always nice. I didn’t expect anything to happen. Yet after 15 minutes of checking it out. Out of now where i got extremely down on my self and a bit anxious all because i couldnt drink. I feel so stupid for this even happening. I had a brief moment where i thought “maybe i can just have 1 drink” thinking that if i could control it that it would be fine. Thankfully i didnt give in yet the overwhelming feeling of having something was screaming in my body and face. I finally got out of there yet im still a little shaken.
You made a very wise choice Rachel. I have to remember for me that anything that brings me pleasure or comfort can be detrimental to me because I suffer from the disease of addiction. Even gambling without alcohol is dangerous and if I'm in a place that serves alcohol it's twice as bad. Keep being strong being aware and escaping was awesome just so you know.
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