It sucks. I was with a woman that felt the same. In my good bye letter to addiction. I wrote that i drank and smoked to be social and have fun. But it was always me and not the substance.
I believe life is about learning from mistakes. The healing of time and knowledge of self. Too many people hurt people with their emotional baggage.
Cheating is another form of escapism. Be strong. You will definitely find something better.
Cheating wasn't my original word. The S word isn't allowed.
I feel your pain. Lost a 23 year marriage because I didn't want to go out and drink every weekend, get in fights, and get bailed out. I became boring and her "friend" Michael took my place. It was hard to accept and move on. But I did because I deserved better for myself.
You deserve better too. I hope you find peace and acceptance. Good luck
Marie. I was just following up. What ever came of the situation?
No words of wisdom here but wanted to send a virtual hug. Please be good to yourself💕
How are you doing?
Virtual hug from me also. No one deserves that.
Stay sober!!!! Your to beautiful to not care about your self.