Well I have learned that I can't fight the first week of trying to clean. On day 6 every single time I relapse. So I decided to give myself the first and only and best birthday present I have ever given myself...my life back. I am checking into rehab tomorrow morning at 11. I am super excited, anxious, and somewhat scared mostly cause of the unknown. I have been to rehab before and prison due to my addiction but I have never went on my own. Please pray for me and I will most likely be on this app alot after rehab or maybe during. Thanks in advance. Addiction sucks. And I can't fight it alone.
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