Well, I messed up again. I was sober for almost 2 months. Then, one day my boyfriend asked if I wanted to go get a pint and I said yes. Then, it wasn't just one pint. It was one after another. Then, my boyfriend was in a bad mood we were drinking got in a fight. Then, he went for a walk. Then, I decided it was a good idea to lift up an air conditioner and put it in the window. I fell and got hurt. Now, I got to see an oral because of the fall andy mouth hurts. The only I can eat is soft stuff. I don't know I keep doing this to myself. I'm 3 days sober today. Lord, help me to stay away from alcohol. I know I'm an alcoholic. I been trying to get sober numerous times. I know I can do it. I was sober before for almost a year. I think I'm just jealous that other people can drink and I can't. I'm very emotional these days.
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You can do it, and if you need someone to talk to or reach out to I'm here for you!
You have to want sobriety to stick with it. You will have to either be firm and say no to other people that want you to drink or cut them out of your life if you really want to stop drinking for good.