Well, I'm back on Loosid, the last time I was

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#1

Well, I'm back on Loosid, the last time I was here I had made it 1 day sober, but then didn't come back because that was it.

My last 2 liver tests since November my liver enzymes were elevated, so my doctor gave me bloodwork paperwork so I could go in a few weeks the see if I could cut down, she thought that would give me a goal, and I find it so hard because my nightly coolers while watching Netflix has become such a habit since a bad injury in the summer.
I have cut it down from 4 or 5 to 3, but I often want another when I have none left.
Its such a vicious circle, and I know I can have a goid life without drinking every evening, an even better health life, but im stuck in this terrible loop.
Don't know what to do or where to start.
Thank you to whoever is listening, I appreciate :pray: everyone.

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#2

My recovery is about complete recovery.. complete abstinence. Whether is one drink or drug you will be in your addiction and not sober.

#3

7.u.............. ....... .......................5.......... ........................y.

#4

Alas there's just no easy way to do this. I know: I'm homeless and work at a convenience store, lol so I struggle mightily with relapse … especially after that one day last week when customers tracked in dookie someone dumped around the corner of the building. I'm just doing the one day at a time thing right now.

#5

Hi Gayle! You're obviously concerned about your health and you know that our lives are definitely better sober. Have you tried treatment? If so, maybe try again willing to do whatever it takes to stay sober. I would also suggest being active in a local recovery community. I never could have stayed sober without them :pray: