I fucked up and got really really drunk over the weekend. I can't shake the shame, the disappointment or the anger I feel towards myself.
Easy Does It Levi. Like you said awhile back, “Time to jump back on the sober train.” You can do it!
I remember that feeling like it was yesterday!! Chase it!! You here now and you're reaching out!! That's something! You can do this Man! Get out of your head, it has nothing good to say!!! And don't beat yourself up!! There's a lot of good sobriety around! Take advantage of that before you want to pick up again!
It’s a disease. It’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility. You need to learn from it and change something. I can’t tell you what that is but something didn’t work and you need to find the thing that’s gotta change. Right?
And yet here you are, trying again
If you can feel shame over the mistake, you should feel pride over making the right decision too. Here you are, sober again. That’s a win
We all make mistakes. You are not alone. Sending love your way. 
Thank you all so much. I felt so alone and so low about myself but now I feel ready to try again and move forward. Thank you all again!!
That's what we're here for right? 
Welcome back