Well it's summer time and today I know the substance abuse is at ease today and jft kis
But it's like the lifestyle wanna knock me off man
You know the over spending at stores over eating at holiday and dinning out the over wanting to ride nicer cars and stuff been pressing like mad but I can't afford the over wanting to be present at all the popular places in the world and that's out of this world etc
It's really trying to get me to be more than just a comfortable stay at home working on paying on a mortgage helping out my mom mentor to my nephew nem guy that trying to just be a substance Free guy and enjoy my life knowing that I could eat make a meet see a game pray for healing help someone at work don't get to much sun and stay well rounded cud+ and just be normal thank God just for today if I can who cares if some one look better than me got more money than me drive better than me I need more people with time greater than mind so I can see that hey I'm ok today so I show up to grow up instead of relying on my team in recovery I go forward a make a even greater team men woman thanks thats all i got !
