Well just got home 
from the hospital with heart failure & cellulitis infection and now I am just praying that the IV Antibiotics that the hospital gave to me every 3 hours for a total of 3- days & 2- nights works because I was scared and with my infection as a person I went against drs orders & left almost 1- week early because whenever I get scared that’s my character defect I run… Well this time by the grace of my god of understanding, It Wasn’t Drugs, This time I ran from the hospital and now I’m scared & feel really stupid for leaving my only help! Uhhh!!!! Because the doctor on call on my case said to me from My PAST CHOICES WITH DRUGS/ Meth; It gave my heart, Heart failure which they wanted to address and I have cellulitis to top my health issues off…. When I left the doctor did everything he could to convince me to stay Uhhh, Well I didn’t listen to him & now I could have a heart attack and/ Or stroke, & possibly amputation of my left leg I’m scared I need help like some friends on here be honest and tell me what would you do?? Because I came back home because of my support animal ESA I missed him and because anxiety of being inside a hospital. Thank You all advice welcomed. God Bless!!
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Can you go back to the hospital? Be honest about your fear. That seems advisable.
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Yes 
they said I could always come back. But I’m just mentally struggling with anxiety and wondering if I should even try honestly.
Well you already know the answer. This is your life.
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