Well the devil won y'all I literally relapsed

Recovery
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Well the devil won y'all I literally relapsed today I got my disability check and these hotels have drained my pocket I went to rent a rm and it wasn't real and I almost got killed doing it so all of this triggered my addiction I'm tired I just want a home and support I have no family support nothing I just want a home ugh I hate this I really do I tried so hard not to relapse

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#2

I’m so sorry. Please don’t give up.

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#3

Aw, that's how I felt today I was stoked and up feeling and then time turned against me and traffic and I took that as a sign to just turn back home and stay still. Let time pass. And your home will come when your ready and we are here, and keep reaching out. Msg, call, or visit. Don't forget Google inner visions. They have helped me so much. Such as Hannah House treatment center. Prayers :pray: :sparkling_heart: strength
Sending warm hugs :hugs::heart:

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#4

I hear how heavy this is for you. :pensive: Stay close in here and keep talking it. Dm me anytime

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#5

Crissy could you please message me please

#6

If you're still in Canton aultman hospital on the 6th floor used to have a pretty good detox program. You get your own room meals you see a doctor and get on any meds you need and I believe it's a two-week program

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#7

Amanda im struggling too. Dont let it beat you.

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#8

Mike I know but this is really hard especially when you have no where to live

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#9

Can you find a shelter just for tonight? Can make a new plan tomorrow. Just get somewhere to sleep so you can be fresh for tomorrow.

#10

Is that possible?

#11

:sob::sob::sob: my heart goes out to you. This is completely sad.

#12

Amanda , the devil only won round one . Pick yourself back up , dust yourself off and try again . Pray . As I will pray for you . Don’t give up . I’m sad for your situation but I know you can do this . I really wish we could help you . I will pray for you please keep in touch and don’t let this glitch define you. Don’t give up .

#13

I'm so sorry this happened. Just don't give up on yourself. You fell and now get up! Stay in prayer and keep God first. I know it's tough not having family. What helped me is accepting myself and my situation. Depend on God not people. Please don't give up on yourself!!!

#14

There is no shelters in Canton to go to