Well today is a great start so far… Had my (ENERGY,) Coffee then did my usual thing meditation/ mindfulness, Then I’m just listening to my morning music now having a cigarette!! Today I can say Hello My Name Is Kimberly:: & Yes I’m Proud To Be A Recovering Addict!!! Sobriety Date Is: 02/02/2019. I’m truly blessed to have the privilege to be able to wake up & have my coffee and a nice roof over my head and a nice, simple, & quiet- life now…. Compared to before I now really Realize how lucky I truly am not to be in jail, an institute, &/ Or Death!! But; My god of understanding truly continues to be next to me and walk with me daily and I understand better now, More than I ever had/ Or have with having to see my daughter struggling with heroin addiction and it kills me inside to know just like when I was Actively into my Addiction I was the only person who could help myself and that is the sad but true same scenario for my 18 year old daughter it hurts me bad because no one wishes that upon anyone especially the one you birthed…. But; now I not only see her hurting and using but; a reality HIT Me like NO OTHER Is wow what I made my parents feel and go through. It’s weird to because my mom said and of course my dad said one fine day you’ll truly see and understand! Which is what I say to my daughter now… into one ear and out the other side yeah we all know now as parents and for those who don’t oh my what you have to look forward to maybe and maybe not. I hope no one else ever must endure this pain. My Thoughts & Feeling For The Day!! Stay True & Blessed. Bye!!
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