Well too late now relapsed for the thousanth time. This

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#1

Well too late now relapsed for the thousanth time. This is where i live. Failure is all i mnow. Would landing head first from a 3rd stoy balcony do it? Asking for a friend. Peace out

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#2

A bunch of us have tried and failed. Hope you’re ok, friend. And feel free to DM. I’m open to chatting if you need someone right now.

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#3

Hang in there, dude. You are 100% not alone. There are millions and millions of people just like you dealing with the same thing. I know you might feel isolated, but you are sooooo not alone. Reach out to someone - anyone.

#4

Maybe drink on 1st story balconies from now on? Just kidding. You're here - that's a step. Keep stepping to better yourself for you. Be selfish. If failure is all you are now, then it can be only part tomorrow. This is where you live now, but what about tomorrow? Drink more soda if you like beer. Drink more juice if you like anything else.

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#5

First off, it’s never too late. Even if you relapsed 1000 times it doesn’t have to be 1001. Failure is not a defining characteristic. As long as you keep going forward there is no such thing as failure. Who cares how many times you fall down as long as you get back up? Failure only exists when trying stops. It’s taken me 13 years to get 6 months of sobriety. DO NOT GIVE UP!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!

#6

I can’t do this it’s literally the thousandth time…I’m been a serious drunk for 10 years all I do is I tunueto drink and hurt people cause I was hurt…and numbing the pain feels good and sorry I have nompic this sore won’t let me link with fb for whatever reason I’m not some creep I’m a 34 year old guy with a mom and a dad and a sister and now a niece I used to be a drag racer I got 2nd place in the nationals with a car means my dad built from scratch that I paid for (dad raced to but he was brought up nothing is for free and I’m okay with that) I bought that Vega when I was 16 I had my first date the night I bought that car I needed my buddy once cause I was so nervous…had a race car but too nervous to talk to a girl sees loser from the start.

#7

Just give recovery as many chances as you give relapse and it will stick one day I was king of relapse but this time I came in and decided I was going to do whatever it takes to stay sober. You will be in my prayers Mitchell. You can do this