Went through a difficult break up and relapse. To the

Went through a difficult break up and relapse. To the point i dont want to recover. I got accepted to a sober living house but right now at tjis moment i want to give up. Im sock of bullshit lies and manipulation acting like its help. Its not. I was healthy and he tricked me. Fuuucccckkkkk!

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I understand what it is like to lose someone you love unconditionally. And the game's they play. All I can say is it won't hurt forever. You will get pass this and look back at it and ponder why you acted like that. Listen don't be getting high to numb yourself because of the way you feel. The feelings you are experiencing are normal. If it's to much to bare see a phycologist and try some antidepressants. They do work. Live 1 day at a time. I understand the

The devil is clever