Went to a meeting tonight and it was only two of us and a pot of coffee. I’m only 44 days sober in my recovery so I wanted to stay home tonight. Avoid any triggers by being around a ton of people drinking including sadly my friend who got sober with me but now makes excuses of she only went for me and she doesn’t need AA and she can quit whenever and slipped after our 30 days and had a beer. She hasn’t told me or anyone else and continues with her sobriety days but it’s still makes me sad. But also encourages me to continue with my sobriety and realizing how important step 1 really is. If you can’t admit to the problem then you’ll never get real recovery and your life will never change.
Be safe out there tonight everyone. And remember you can stay sober tonight through this even if it’s one minute at a time