I am grateful that i haven’t given in to my urges to drink
I started drinking at 14 and stopped at 30
I’m 34 and alcohol free for 4 years
So many feelings and emotions and can’t numb them with alcohol
I miss the blackouts sometimes
Is that weird?
Idk i have the best kids, and i don’t want to go back to my drunk ways
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Awesome job.....I know it's not easy but you're definitely worth it !....stay strong 
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