What I’ve figured out these 12 yrs is that I need a female by my side. For motivation,a someone that’s fighting the same demons as me. A special lady to be my side when I go out to places like keeneland for example. A woman to hangout with. With a relationship soon to come if we click??
I’m not necessarily a loner but I would I’d be much more comfortable with just 2 maybe 4 of us to go out with us.