What is Happening?

Recovery
#1

I got this feeling I cannot explain. It feels like resentment being pulled out of my body. For so long I have held on to it. Harm against me, Harm Iv caused others. Today I was put into one of the worst situations I can think of. I could have gone crazy with it. The thoughts ran through my mind but were fleeting..

To personal to post, but instead of rage, anger, resentment, I feel the opposite.

Heaping Blessings unto the situation that has nothing to do with me…

I will try hard to think positive towards the people involved. I release my resentment, fear, insecurity’s, pain, failure, sadness, control.

I don’t understand. But I feel like recovery is taking over.

What is this feeling?

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#3

Don’t look back! Resentment will kill you! Accept what you can’t change!! And look in the mirror, like I do, and smile and say with pride; “I Am Sober!”

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#4

Thank you brother. Wouldn’t miss that for nothing.

#5

Thank you Edward. I agree resentment is a killer.

#6

Just BE HAPPY! There is no good reason to hold on to anything negative. You now have a choice to live happy or not. Sober I can choose, not sober I lose.
It’s that simple, but not always easy😊

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#7

Yes sir. This new life is quite the ride but I think I like it. Im gonna keep dropping the rock.

#8

Sounds like a spiritual experience they talk about in the big book, something not from us

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#9

I am grateful for you sharing this brother, and for the healing you are experiencing that I too look forward to experiencing.

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#10

Thank you brother. We are moving forward together. This new life is exciting.

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