I am going to a meeting. I work nights Sunday through Thursday... I try to catch a meeting mid week and one special one on Friday night. This is the 10:30 pm Candle Light meeting that I have been attending occasionally over the last 7 years. I am attending it more now that I am on a work schedule that keeps me from being social with people. The lonely part of H.A.L.T. hungry angry lonely and tired.
The four things that can get us back to using. I have made friends here and have great conversations with people just like myself. I make the choice/effort to go and be sober. I am at 956 days of sobriety today and life isn't perfect, but it is surely much better than it was when I was caught in my addiction, where I didn't see a way out of it. All I can say to others who may be struggling.
We get out what we put into it.