Getting a second OWI
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good question! 
For me it was yelling at my daughter when I was drunk and telling her to go to her best friends house because we got into it about my drinking/drugging.
My daughter is my heart and as a result of my disgusting behavior in active addiction, she suffered. 
And being Mentally, emotionally and physically just dead inside. That was it. I’m done. Just for Today 
Thank you for sharing and bless you 
~ Car
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Getting liver disease, my girlfriend breaking up with me, the fear of dying before I can walk my daughter down the isle and seeing my reach his goal of playing college lacrosse!!
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Yes! I was tired of being dead inside. I was enjoying less and less except for alcohol.
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My ex left and divorced me after a 33 yr marriage. I pretty much knew my already miserable existence would only get worse being alone...I went from hating her for leaving me to thanking her for possibly saving my life.
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Not having a reason to live
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35 years of drinking and wanting to keep my wife
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I held my my bff as he bled together from a gunshot wound to the chest. Two days later my GF overdosed I came home and found her. I knew I was next
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Drank a lot, don't even remember knocking two of my uncles teeth out.
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the work on the street sucked anyway. i was wasting my life on a drug that sucked. that s d money and housing
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I was no longer functional. I had to stop before I hurt any of my patients.
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Not entirely sure it's broke yet. That camel's got a strong back.
It got real bad where I would drink once and feel like I needed to go to the hospital. Was suicidal. Lost everything. My higher power helped me break through the denial that I was a sick puppy. You can keep going down to n the elevator or get off on the floor you’re on.
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My health!!
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