Whats on my mind …. all i think about is the fucked stuff i did while on drugs … how do you deal with that ? I feel like the hardest part of sobriety is living with the choices you made prior to sobriety .
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You can't change the past, Courtney. Change the present so your daily sober life is something you are proud of... Let being sober each day be an accomplishment even if you do nothing else. People will see you are making an effort.
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Self forgiveness IS the hardest part. I'm still dealing with it. But all that mess made your message
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I struggle with this as well. It’s a tough pill to swallow that we are now new people.
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Did you try the 12 Steps with a sponsor?
Please try to remember we weren't in the right state of mind. Completing the 12 step program works. It helps get thru those feelings.
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We ain't gotta live like that no more. Say it! Don't forget it!
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I try to dedicate the rest of my life to building a life..
So that my kids won't be ashamed to say that they had me as their father
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The most important person that you have to convince is the one that's looking at you in that morning mirror...
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Courtney.. Granted you more than likely phuqed up. Yet us then to your advantage of what NOT to do in the future.
Your PHUQ ups of the past are going to be your biggest assets later on as you trudge the road to a happy destiny.
Be courageous face up to them, accept the consequences, share your experience strength and hope with others and great events will come your way. Mark my word . You just have to put forth the effort and work.
You may have to if you haven't already terminate any relationships that will hinder your sobriety. Your sobriety comes first.
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No I Havnt tired the 12 steps , I’ve just been trying to go to counselling and dealing with it that way
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Courtney.. I'll be more than happy to walk you through them. They're really simple.
Can’t change it!