Whats on my mind? Trama, why, how, is there really more? Why is living a normal sober life so unfathomable, especially after seeing the world through addiction and addictive lifestyle for 28 years. How the he!! did I make it this far and why the he!! am I still here? That’s what’s on my mind this morning?
You're here simply to prove to yourself that you can do it,and to carry the message
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I believe I’m not only here to prove it to myself, but others. As much as I don’t like that outcome it is warming to feel others being uplifted when I share my story. To anyone who takes the time to read this. Just know there is far worse than you think you’ve been through. And there IS a brighter future
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You are worthy too, brother
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I mean it! Reach out if you ever need somebody to talk to
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To me that is beauty of step 4 and 5, it to face that trauma, the trauma i have cause and speak to it with my sponsor and God, finding forgiveness and letting it go…. Truly letting it go!!!!
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I’ve never been through 12 steps. But I’ve been actively practicing meditation for 7 years. Letting go was mastered years ago. Sometimes letting go doesnt fill the void left behind tho. But that’s a beautiful perspective and well worded. Execution is key.