When do the "promises" start happening? When does the obsession go away? Where is the "spiritual awakening?"
What step are you working currently?
Tough one. I think it’s happening slowly within you. It’s not been a knock me on my #% moment.
It’s different for everyone. Trust in the process and stay vigilant.
I try not to think that way at all. Waiting for promises. Sometimes quickly sometimes slowly, but IMOH the less you anticipate them the sooner they may come.
It is one of my problems with AA. The spiritual awakening, not everyone is going to have a white light moment like Bill.