When I got sober for good finally,I had to accept my reality and stop trying to escape. My alcohol addiction was worse than what my Dad's was and worse than what my mom's is put together. I couldn't stop. I had lost all self control and my alcohol addiction was more important than everything and anything. It was really tough and then I got sober and went through 3 week's of sickness and still had to work no matter how sick I was. Going on 3 year's later and I'm doing amazing. Ya I wanna drink everyday still but I don't though. My recocery is more important than everything else besides family
