I had come to a point where I couldn't brush my teeth while looking in the mirror. The times I happened to glance at myself in the mirror, I couldn't recognize myself and I didn't like looking at what I had become.
A slave to a foreign substance and to not see what I had become, I would walk away and make it a point to not view myself and the shadow of my former self.
Today, I proudly look at myself and everyone at meeting and even in my family see the growth I have accomplished, with the help of my AA family brother's and sister's..that have help me on my journey to recovery.
31 months and counting.