When it all hurts

When it all hurts and the only thing to numb u is too dangerous then what
When talking doesn't help then what
When sleep is what u want but can't have then what
When the smiles are fake and the pain is real then what
When crying offers no relief then what
When people see u and yet u feel invisible then what
When you know your worth and don't value it then what

Then what? Step 1
Then what? Step 2
Then what? Step 3

Open the door and allow the pain to come out
Open the door and allow the wounds to scab up
Open the door and feel the light
Open the door and grow