I still struggle even after almost 13 years of Recovery. There's a certain person that I loved with all my heart but unfortunately can't make amends too.
I think of them often and know they would've and would forgive me for the pain, heartache and sadness I caused. I've repeatedly felt isolated and accountable for my trauma and transgressions. I know in my thoughts and my heart I should let go. But sometimes it's that overwhelming feeling that I needed to do more.
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