Why Hope?

No martyr pity pot for you Josh Ua - you Know you are strong enough to do this ! Get back up - screw the devil again - learn, learn from this experience - what really triggered you? Was it pain? What could you have done differently? Did you put yourself in an unsafe situation? (Well duh obviously but what set this off?) - dig deep - do you WANT to be and to LIVE a sober life ?!? Please choose yes !

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Takes courage to share the tough things in life., going through some stuff right now., pain is real and thinking maybe a pill would help., then I read thisā€¦. It helps to bring it back.. donā€™t go into the black holeā€¦ stay connected. So grateful for people like you that are honest,,,, even when itā€™s so hardā€¦.
Thanks everyone

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Rough but blessed. Left the VA. Doctors still playing games. Not worth going into because that is what makes my situation feel hopeless.

On a brighter note? Went to retrieve whatever was salvageable from the car and seeing it, I realize how blessed I am to have survived the wreck and with very little damage at that.

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It wild how lucky we are to be alive. Can I do anything to support you?

The encouragement and compassion are more than I can ask for Ashleigh, but I do appreciate it. It's my battle to fight. The VA will have to get in line eventually. My MH doctors are 100% behind me and passed that I am still fighting for a surgery correction 3 yrs after the fact. God is teaching me patience, amongst other things. Follow through and perseverance I'm sure...

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God tells us until things are good they are not finished! Iā€™m praying for you and Iā€™m here if you ever need to talk.

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God didnā€™t bring you this far to not have you find your success. Keep fighting.

Keep coming back pro

Youā€™re a train wreck. Makes me feel better about my life. Dam. Wow. Youā€™re just on a journey to destroy everything in your path. Please stay clear of mine. Iā€™ve had enough of disappointment.
Itā€™s one thing to hurt yourself, itā€™s another when you hurt others.

I know this isn't a religious site, but I'm praying for you in the mighty name of Jesus