No martyr pity pot for you Josh Ua - you Know you are strong enough to do this ! Get back up - screw the devil again - learn, learn from this experience - what really triggered you? Was it pain? What could you have done differently? Did you put yourself in an unsafe situation? (Well duh obviously but what set this off?) - dig deep - do you WANT to be and to LIVE a sober life ?!? Please choose yes !
Takes courage to share the tough things in life., going through some stuff right now., pain is real and thinking maybe a pill would help., then I read thisā¦. It helps to bring it back.. donāt go into the black holeā¦ stay connected. So grateful for people like you that are honest,,,, even when itās so hardā¦.
Thanks everyone
Rough but blessed. Left the VA. Doctors still playing games. Not worth going into because that is what makes my situation feel hopeless.
On a brighter note? Went to retrieve whatever was salvageable from the car and seeing it, I realize how blessed I am to have survived the wreck and with very little damage at that.
It wild how lucky we are to be alive. Can I do anything to support you?
The encouragement and compassion are more than I can ask for Ashleigh, but I do appreciate it. It's my battle to fight. The VA will have to get in line eventually. My MH doctors are 100% behind me and passed that I am still fighting for a surgery correction 3 yrs after the fact. God is teaching me patience, amongst other things. Follow through and perseverance I'm sure...
God tells us until things are good they are not finished! Iām praying for you and Iām here if you ever need to talk.
God didnāt bring you this far to not have you find your success. Keep fighting.
Keep coming back pro
Youāre a train wreck. Makes me feel better about my life. Dam. Wow. Youāre just on a journey to destroy everything in your path. Please stay clear of mine. Iāve had enough of disappointment.
Itās one thing to hurt yourself, itās another when you hurt others.
I know this isn't a religious site, but I'm praying for you in the mighty name of Jesus