Why do you drink or drug? Why?
When is it enough to leave a situation or move on from the past, and start completely over. Starting completely over is a reality, it's just extreme. So is drinking/drugging yourself to death. My question is could you leave your past, meaning family friends, ect. To just be you and happy, or do you need the drama of it all. I'm a alcoholic, it's just a question. Could you?
I'll even leave this. I thought I was allowed to get wasted because, I deployed fought for country, chased the he's my son, brother ect. I'm still a alcoholic. Still pissed the bed. That felt good right. Had bad day, so let me go drink and get DUI. F!!! The lives I put in danger. Alcohol is just crazy. That's the pg portion. I'm using this to stop. I have stopped for many months. Got to remind yourself of the bad it does.