I wish that I could say I’ve been clean off of everything for 18 months, but I’m only clean off one substance for that long… I wish I could stop smoking pot and drinking alcohol, even ending cigarettes or vapes but I am too weak it feels… I just need some support and advice! I’m struggling…
Get into a program. If you truly want to stop drinking and drugging, there is an entire community not only willing, but truly wanting to help you. We can not go at it alone. Great job getting clean from what ever DOC you did kick. So now help others, by getting involved if you are not already.
Wishing is wanting, you want something that is there for you to take, like Tim said, so take it.
I see people who are in the same boat as you on the regs. You can be clean and sober. All you have to do is do it. You can stop. You stop every time you go to work. That is at least a shift worth of sobriety a day. If you have to decide to be sober one second at a time then do that. Get into a program and do the work. You quit one substance for 8 months. That is amazing now to take another step.