With my fiancé having a hard time breathing last night it scared me shitless last night and I wanted to go and use last night but I didn’t
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Good job! Going back to the same old patterns isn’t going to make you feel any better. I promise you. Keep up the good work and stay strong. 
What would "using" solve?
Daisy you have 1027 days of sobriety. You should know better than that.
Either way I'm glad you didn't relapse.