With out sobriety dont know how i would manage

Recovery
#1

WITH OUT SOBRIETY.....

  1. Nasty Divorce
  2. Dui/ Still pending.
  3. Been in military 18 years. Now because dui Im facing discharge with just 1 year 9 months from pension for rest of my life.
  4. Dui caused supervised visitation for my kids.
  5. Extreme disappointment in my self for actions I took while drinking.

I don't feel sorry for myself, I know what I did, I hold myself accountable, not mad at courts ect.

I'm sharing to hopefully stop someone who's on the edge to rethink.

I have think skin, but it's wearing thin quickly, to rebuild my wound I must stay sober, I've prescribed myself, AA, Phoenix Group, Loosid, I'm sober app, and most important take control of my life over Alcohol.

Thanks for listening.

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#2

It's amazing how quick things can get out of control. Sounds like you're doing all the right things now. You might not get all that stuff back but either way you don't have to drink over it. Good luck on your journey, stick with it!

#3

But I'm so sad. Im so disappointed in myself. I'm not in combat anymore and I'm lost. I'm teary eye rembering all the stuff I did because my mind has clarity.

#4

I'll tell you this GOD is involved, but not until you commit to taking your life back. You could wait a lifetime for him, you'll get him once your ready. Truly ready.