This sucks... I hate going through this... the heavy breathing, the sweating... the restless sleep, I can't even get into REM sleep... it's been 2 weeks now... I don't have any friends or a girlfriend... I just don't know how to keep my mind off drinking.
I love to draw, and I was super good at it, artists run in my family and I'm one of them, and because of my withdrawals right now I can't even draw... and it's what I love to do... but I have no motivation... because I don't have anybody.... this just sucks.... and I'm hurting deeply...
