I thought 
by having Jesus Christ by my side thats all i need actually i was wrong i needed both my love for God and my relationship with AAand NA it clealy showned me we're i was in my addiction i had to remind myself that its not the amount or quantity the questions is why very emotional way of saying i serenader i give up i can't do this anymore i love my life wow the power in this steps floored me woke me right up thank you all for being here for me we all are battling this together love 
and aloha 
your friend crystal
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