Worst substance I’ve ever abused

I’m struggling with 7oh still. Its ruined my integrity, soul, and my relationships. My marriage is holding on by a thread. I can’t believe such a little tab can produce a huge amount of destruction. To anyone who sees this, DO NOT PICK UP 7OH. Stay safe.

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I get it Kevin. I have been struggling with meth for years. I want to be clean. More than any other thing! Until I am. Then I want it just one more time. This time is the last! I’ve said that in a thousand different ways on a thousand different days. When will it truly be the last? When I actually die? I need to get clean so I can rebuild a life that I can be proud of. But come day 2 or 3, I can’t imagine why I am not high and at least staying busy with meaningless worthless waste of time activities. Anything is better than facing my sad pathetic little life that meth reduced mine to! I just said that and it sounds absolutely stupid crazy! Like is that how delusional I am? Really?? Not much of a sales pitch, but I guess it doesn’t take much to convince a guy who has traded everything worthwhile for one thing. A thing that I have come to hate with all of me now. It is a loneliness that few will ever know when you realize that you only have one friend, and that friend is trying to kill you. We gotta get right bro. Our families deserve it. Someday we might even find that we deserve it! Hit me up if you need to talk man. I’ll be here. God willing.

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Thank you for that response. Hang in there Brent

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I will Kevin. For today I will. You do the same.

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