Y'all, I have some news for y'all. When you think you almost are near to master your recovery, God shows you something else that you need to fix. In step 10, it says continue to take personal inventory. And when you're wrong , you promptly admit it , I was shown this last night , and I was wrong , but it took me a minute to promptly , admit it oK, when I say that I'm a soldier when it comes to recovery.I get taught a lesson every single time last night.It was the episode with me and my daughter and for the opting time, she had to remind her mom that she's a mom. I keep looking for a friend in my daughter instead of treating her like my daughter and I keep looking for a friend and my daughter because my baby is not a baby anymore, but she had to remind me that I'm still that she is still my baby and she still needs her mom. And I got kicked right in the face by it, we haven't had the greatest relationship, but we haven't had the baddest either we're still learning each other and we're still leaning on each other, I used to wonder how can 2 broke people fix one another I'm willing not to hide anymore, and she's willing to do the same, hopefully, with these boundaries we can learn from each other as well as teach others when I say that was a heck of a weight to learn my step 10 again or to do a step 10 again.It was amazing but the lesson was taught.The message was received and now all I have to do is manage every day to apply it to my daily life
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