Yesterday I volunteered when someone in my sponsorship family asked for a speaker at an H&I meeting on Memorial Day night. This will be the first time I have done something like this. Shared my story to a group. It’s at a detox that I’ve been to once. At a dark point in my life last year. When I should have been in a hospital and not there for 24 hours. I’m excited that my going back is for a positive reason!
I’ll admit I’m extremely nervous and I don’t know why on earth I said I’d do it. I don’t want to back out of it now. I know I’ll be emotional and crying while I speak so hopefully that doesn’t scare the clients there.
This is weird. My new attitude towards my recovery life. I feel proud almost, that I’m in recovery. Hmm.
That is why we do it!