I almost got high last night

Struggling Help
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I had contacted my old dealer and an old client for a ride to said dealer. I had the cash money put up to the side and everything. I was fully prepared to risk and ruin everything for “one night” of getting high. We all know it would’ve turned into something more than one night though…

I guess I just want to say I’m so thankful and grateful I didn’t make that choice. Because I’m sick and tired of going to rehabs and I’m sick and tired of fing my life up just to change the way I feel….

Please surround me with love and support right now. I need any and all I can get. Thank you so much.

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#2

Glad you diddnt... That's a huge step forward.

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#3

Great job Abreahna :sun_with_face: You are strong, mighty & courageous! Be so proud of these right choices

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#4

That’s awesome you were able to deter yourself from going down that path again. Sending love and light!

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#5

I gotta say ... great job on this one Abreahna :+1: ... we're proud of you . The phrase ' sick and tired ' strikes a chord with me . Sick and tired of binging and waking up hungover . We all went thru it too . Just hang in there . Stay strong :muscle:

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#6

Sending you love support and all the prayers im so proud of you girl you did so good. Just keep it up and the reward will be worth it

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#7

If you ever need anyone to talk to my number is 8506218209

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#8

So proud of you for what u did...reaching out and what you didn't do picking up. There is strength that you have YOU CAN RECOVER!!! I can totally relate of being tired of rehabs and tired of everything else and making a decision to do whatever it takes not to pick up again one day at a time

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#9

U did exactly what u should of

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#10

I am over the moon that you made the right choice! Living in the now and feeling our feelings is so much more rewarding!

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#11

Good job.
Message me anytime you need to talk

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#12

So glad you have one more day of peace. You chose not to get sicker again! Great choice!

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#13

I understand more and more every day, and I am glad you recognize and detoured your actions for the better. I've been fighting this addiction for over thirty years, and I hope I can keep making the right decisions like you did

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#14

You are awesome :clap::clap::clap::star2:pat yourself on the back bc that’s something to be proud of yourself for <3 I’m proud too !

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#15

I completely understand. It's only been 2 days for me. Not drinking.

I drink one shot and it feels like I'm poisoning myself. Three more I feel great.

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#16

Great job! You broke the chain of addiction at its weakest point, between the ritual and the act. That’s hard to do. I’m proud of you!

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#17

You're loved. Share often. Stay clean second to second

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#19

It’s all about the love

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#20

I am so so proud of you! You were in the thick of it and you chose to keep going instead of stepping backwards that is amazing if I was you, I would turn around and patch yourself on the back because what could’ve been disastrous you decided that your sobriety was worth more! That’s amazing super proud of you

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#21

Awesome job!!! Stay strong :muscle:. Proud of you

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