I broke today. I don't have reasons. I went to

Recovery
#1

I broke today. I don't have reasons. I went to buy cheese and ended up at the liquor store. It's not a good choice.

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#3

It has only been two weeks. And I'm mid divorce without a nearby support structure. I'm in Florida my friend group is in California. I forgive me but need to better tomorrow.

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#5

I drank. I'm back to zero

#7

Ok so pardon my ADHD way of terming things. I had a craving when I went to get cheese at the grocery store. Like good for Florida not good good. Cheese. And my addict brain said but the liquor store has cheese at lower prices then Publix and its closer. And my dumb ass drove up. I knew what I was doing but I rode the lie. I did buy the cheese with the vodka.

#8

Hang in there! Minor speed bump

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#9

One mother humping day at a time. I have got this but damn these speed bumps.

#10

You got it! Keep positive

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#11

I know. And I refuse the shame of day one again. Tomorrow is day one. One mother humping day at a time.

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#12

Love the positive outlook :ok_hand:

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#13

Thanks.

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#14

You’re doing the right things Amber, next time try to incorporate a pause and phone call before acting. That saved me in early sobriety. You got this!

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#16

Every time I break it feels so huge. Thank you

#17

Phone call? Hahaha. No. I am going to Dunkin text my sorta fwb in Ca twice but I know he dgaf . I know folks will. Have. Some day. Today feels kike failure. I've got it but I'm being open and honest

#18

And today is.. fuck I. Am not making the best choices. And it hurts my future beat self to see it.

#19

Also edit isn't working so best. Also I can and will do better but this is one of the few spots I feel comfortable not masking the messy so I amy actually fix it better

#20

If you want something different you have to be willing to do things differently.

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#21

I don't hat a support person In my time zone to call.

#22

Sorry for oversharing. Today has been a lot. I don't have a local support network or support person I trust and I apologize for being a mess today again tomorrow will be a better day today bad choices were made and I will do better tomorrow..

#23

There are lots of women in this app, including me, who would be willing to have a phone conversation if you need support. I will friend request you now.

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#24

Request accepted.