I’m sorry to hear that you felt your only choice was to begin drinking again. However you made it back and God spared you from jails, institutions and death. Remember only 1 in 10 make it. Which one are you going to be?
WE have a solution! Long term long term sobriety is available to each and everyone of us.
Three questions my sponsor asked me was..
- Are you done?
- Have you had enough pain?
- Are you willing to go to any lengths to stay sober?
If you answered yes to all three, then it’s time to get busy.
Here are the suggestions I took…..
•Attend a meeting every day, sometimes twice a day especially during the holiday season.
•Read the first 164 pages of the Big Book.
.•Find a sponsor who has a strong spiritual life, attends meetings frequently, not only talks the talk, but walks the walk. Preferably someone who knows the Big Book
•Work all 12 steps with a sponsor.
•Find a God of your understanding and pray/meditate throughout the day
Most importantly…. Just don’t stop. Live and breathe this program in all areas of your life. I did and it’s been 30 + years since I had a drink. Best wishes.