I’m honestly ready to die, countless suicide attempts and I’m

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I’m honestly ready to die, countless suicide attempts and I’m just so f-ing miserable. I hate this version of myself. I’m so lonely and anyone who ever cared has left me or I’ve pushed away. F this S. Pray for me

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#3

Malcolm. I’m praying for you. For someone who has been right in your shoes, I understand. Your battle is different than mine, but I know there’s light at the end of the tunnel. Feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to. Stay strong. You’re needed :heart:

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#4

Thank you, I believe in god. I was raised in the church. I just have very little faith right now and every failure draws me deeper into darkness

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#5

Thank you so much Serena

#6

Sadly most of our battles drag us further into the darkness. They are suppose to help our faith, but often we let the devil control our minds. My friends mom says rebuke him!! God will not fail you :heart: battling with your own mind is something I’d never wish on anyone

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#7

You’re welcome!

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#8

The worst part is knowing you either beat it or it kills you and I’m balling right now just thinking about that

#9

I feel so pathetic

#10

Malcolm, I will be praying for you. You are a good person. You are just struggling with an addiction as the rest of us are. It’s a battle, but we can win this. We can’t give up

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#11

You aren’t pathetic. At all. You’re feelings are valid. Once you overcome it, it’s going to be the most amazing feeling and part of your testimony

#12

Thank you so much Nancy

#13

I sure hope so😔

#14

Malcolm, call or text 988 if you need to talk to someone. Something to feel positive about is you are trying and you recognize your struggle. I’m proud of your for reaching out to this community.

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#15

Praying for you man. Don't give up. It does get better in time. I promise you this. Coming from someone who has attempted suicide, I am so happy to be alive. Life gets better. Don't give up

#16

Thank you ryan

#17

Thank you T C actually called them last night because everyone I knew was asleep😂

#18

Always brother. Keep your head up.

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#19

:pray:t4::pray:t4::pray:t4::pray:t4:

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#20

Malcolm! Thank you for your honesty…..

You are here for a purpose! Keep believing! Imagine your dreams and start manifesting a beautiful future! I’ll be sending lots of love and good vibes your way! 🧚🏻‍♀️💕

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#21

You asked for help. That’s an important step. Praying for you! Don’t give up.

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